The Agony And The Ecstasy.

The agony and the ecstasy
have now become as one
the ecstasy of making love to you
and the agony of what I’ve done

How can a man be
in love with two women
keeping the truth of what’s
shared with them hidden
taking the pleasures
they’ve trustfully given
in an act that cannot be forgiven.

Turning two contracts of marriage’
into a huge miscarriage,
and now I’m facing one husbands gun…..

As I look in his eyes
and feel that barrel that lies
pressed against my heart
with eager hate
I see the ... Más informaciones wounds that I’ve caused
in that split second pause
but my regret for what
I’ve done is too late.

My hands are bound to a chair
he captured me in a snare
as I was leaving his wife’s warm bed,
then his lips bent to my ear
and filled my last breath with fear
with the four venomous words that he said….

“Enjoy Hell’s Lonely Despair!”

Then his finger indexed
and filed away all my sex
with his dear wife
in a cold morgue drawer,
six bullets punctured my heart
as I felt my soul depart
to a place I’ll share forevermore.

Nothing but darkness around me
stretching outward endlessly
I walked for weeks to find someone
but this place only holds me
in a cold loveless world
Hell has no fires that burn
this will be my lonely limbo
from which I’ll never return……

Just agony with no ecstasy
a fitting punishment for me
cause I was greedy with love
and now my soul has been shoved
into a loveless Hell eternally……


Art~Whimsically Yours Studio
Matthew F. Blowers III-©-2017
credit pixabay.com w/some pics.